yeey more things about my dad yipee

you see we hve contact with my aunt from my dad's side on her two daughters (my cousins) and the youngest just moved out of her house, so she gave a party
me and my mum where, of course envited

btw: if you dont understand the situation about me and my dad here is the link to the journal that explains it all: [link]

anyway about the party; let me say it short: all of my dad's famiy was there, his brothers and sisters and stuff
i have never felt so uncomfortable in my life; everyone was staring at me and my mum. it was so emberassing. you know my dad's older brother really looks like my dad O.o was really weird. but i was like: the daughter of that fuckhole you know...
i felt so fucked...

the asshole was lieng too about his sicknesses he just said things so he could come in contact with me or my sister!!!
you know i still dont regret it i didnt met him; i would be in a hell lot of guilt right now if i did that :S what if i wanted to know him; what if my mum lied to me and told me all sweet stuff about him so i could have a normal picture on my head of him...

you know when i was little i imagined that my dad was head of an great bussiness company and that he was really rich and stuff, and thats why he was never home. right now i am thinking back to those days; how must my mother feel about how i think that? she told me once a story about when they divorced and that me and my mum lived with my grandma for a while, and she told me that everytime the bell rang i ran to the door and yelled: daddy daddy daddy!!
my mum cried really hard when she told me that story, but can you imagine it? this 3 year old girl standing before a door; wondering wher her daddy is?
how could he do this to me and my mum, how could he!!

well...about the party again..
well atleast they didnt talk about him; thank god for that...
they did talk about my sister though and her mother. they talk so dirty about them; it makes me wonder if they think that about me too? maybe they are now talking about us as i am typing this.

well anyway wanted to say this too you guys; you were all so supportive of me when it happened the last time (see journal link above xD)
well end of dramatic journal xD

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